Suicidal Thoughts

These thoughts fill my head and taunt my body

Blades all around me

Flashing images flicker in and out of sight

The redness of my blood

The shiny silver of the blade

A blackout from the pain



Visions of my life…

My life at the hands of a blade

Forced by the hatred of my peers and others around me

Thoughts of how my life is but also how it could be

Visions of my past and how many things I now regret

My past haunts my mind, body, and soul.



The things I regret now is what haunts me

The sight of my own blood makes me weak

You'd think I'd be used to it by now

But there's just something different about it now

It's so dark, and so much blood

My life is fading, my last breath is coming, and the end is near.

*pause*

*exhales*